Busy, busy.

I know my blog readers (the total 2 I have) are probably pretty upset with me and my short, or lack of posts. I'm terrible sorry. Having a newborn is physically and mentally demanding. If i'm not feeding my fat little bird, changing, bathing her, I'm trying to keep her awake most of the day so she'll figure out that night time is for sleeping. Sadly, this isn't really working, because anytime she's asleep in the day, I either fall asleep or starting cleaning my house. (Which, for me, is too dirty and unorganized and it's driving me insane.) But I know this phase won't last forever, so while I'm up at 3 a.m. (I call it the witching hour) I will snuggle and kiss on my little night owl...knowing someday, not anytime soon I will be able to sleep...

So, while she's asleep in her swing, which is sort of rare since she hates that, the bouncer and anytime I set her down, I will attempt to catch a few z's. Here are some adorable pictures to leave you with...
Xo,

God gave me a miracle, and that miracle is you.

The past two weeks have been hard, scary and painful.
They've also been a test of how strong I am, which I'll admit isn't very strong.
But, I am stronger than I ever expected myself to be.


My daughter being only 3 weeks old and hospitalized with RSV and pneumonia is so scary.
Them having to poke her constantly, suction out her lungs every couple of hours is hard for a new mommy to go through. When your little newborn baby is screaming and you can't do anything about it- that is the hardest thing.
Watching her struggle to breathe with her little chest was heartbreaking...

I am so thankful that God pulled her through this.
She is so strong. Much stronger than her momma, that's for sure.
She's gained weight while being here which is rare and uncommon, but my bird loves to eat.
Thank you for everyone that prayed for us, after 2 weeks here we finally get to go home!
I'm totally terrified of her getting sick again, so doctors orders and mine, Lillian will live in a bubble for a couple more weeks.

Again, God is good.